Monday, January 30, 2006

-[2 days in malaysia]-

was at my grandpa house yesterday, went there for a small bbq, us us families and some cousins as well, was amazing. as usually i started the fire and have to cook the food. luckily my abg sedare was there so yeah i quickly ran off to eat. eat quite a lot and i think i just gain a few more kilos. anyways not all my aunties from my mummy side were there, coz yeah the world between us still aint at peace.

firstly, i think that the fights between mummy's ain't right coz it is not only them that are suffering. us too cousins don't get to see much of each other. it is totally selfish. and secondly, it's just a small fight that got big because of people shitty mouth. i think that satan's doing a good job at doing all these complicated shits.

the bbq was a blast, i even learn to ride a motorbike as in motorcycle during the bbq. the feeling was amazing. only god knows how it feels like. so yeah to my future whatever, hmm transportation ain't gonna be a problem haha.

the only thing i can't stand at my grandpa's place is the amount of mosquito!!! got bit at my leg, arm, ear, fingers, hmm where else? don't really remember. so yeah...

but before our departure i finally found the boxers shasha gave me as a gift 2 yeas back which got lost last year! btw wearing it now! hahah so yeah ending the fist night, we play some fire cracker, some rocket thing which explode and fire works! was amazing!!! and we sleep... and got bitten by mosquito again...

the next day which is today was... hmm... unexpected i shall say. dad and mum was like,
"how about we took a look at the show room?" and yeah we went there look at some houses... and hmm bought one... but the dream home that we wanted to buy was 700K and was to expensive the other one was 400++k and hmm i don't really like it much same goes for everyone... den we finally bought one at 300+K.

well dad's been planning to move there for a longt ime since the plan a of moving to australia was hmm overuled by some members of the family from my dad's side. so yeah gonna live in malaysia in 2 years from now... but dad is gonna buy a house in jurong as well coz it's near tuas second link. sis is gonna be in that house, coz by the time we move, i'm gonna be 20? sis prolly already gotten married. my adeq prolly have slim down :P hahaha... and i prolly getthat person, well if got permits that is.

about the bike thing dad was like saying he wanted to get me a bike maybe but i don't really like bikes that much. so yeah don't really care.

so yeah just got home... and hmm... yeah that's about it...
btw, to you know who, were you talking about me the other time...?


| caught in rapture @ 10:58 PM|

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

-[marathon: words, movie]-

watch 5 movie straight today, 'a walk to remember' [again], 'cheaper by the dozen 2', 'memoirs of a geisha', 'the whole ten yards' & 'pirate of the carrabien'... but before i have all those guilty pleasures, i had to do some pitiful house chores, was exhausted, NuruL was also doing her chores and yeah i was thinking that both of us could actually set up a business in house cleaning, was a horrendous suggestion.

like usual, 'a walk to remember' totally captures my heart again, there is just something about that movie that really turns me on... 'cheaper by the dozen 2' was totally hilarious laugh my ass off, but there is a moral to learn in that story and i strongly recommend that story to, nadira and NuruL... coz you guys could learn a thing or two from that awesome movie.

'memoirs of a geisha' was awesome it's the best movie so far i've seen this year... maybe i should try to get a verse or two from that movie that really² means a lot of sense. well the movie was 2 freaking hours and was totally fun to watch. there are some funny part and scene that totally leave you speechless.

'the whole ten yards' and 'pirate of the carrabien' on cable, was amazing... kiera was totally awesome on pirate of the carrabien, totally love her, the speech on pirate of the carrabian was somewhat hmm complicating yet smoothing. the whole ten yards was hmm someone a confusing movie coz i have a hard time understanding that movie, over all it was amazing coz yeah hmm...

other than that, there’s been a lot of NuruL and nadira on my watch, and yeah ary you've been a great company in the middle of the night.

this is to you know who you are, you have to make a choice sis, coz it's either you still suffer the excruciating heart pain with him or leave him for a better life, anyways being a ###### not that important these days, but hmmm look on the bright side, you have a lifetime to redeem yourself. and need i need to say this again, use some freaking protection!!! well hope the thing come soon or you'll be in deep shit, so anyways, you know where you can find me, and yeah lastly, take care and make the right choice aight...

well lastly to huda, glad mummy coming back home to you guys finally, well yeah the excitement is getting to me too, ouh guys, btw NuruL and huda are the same person. anyways i'm still waiting for the answer weather you were talking about me the other day...

right this is for my mate Aan, eh jangan jadi bodoh, she still love you inside out, and i know you still have the same feeling for her, she doesn’t need al this emotional distraction now you see, just go and talk to her at least, make her understand... and yes, even tho no matter how many time you guys say u guys hate each other, all i know it undying love... bak perpatah 'benci tapi rindu' hahhaa

ouh btw wan if you are reading my blog which i know you won't but what the heck, dok sorry for pissing you off all the time, and yeah sorry again, i'll try to pissed you off less often.. hehe

so anyways people i'm going to NAFA and i have my sis backing me up and talking to my dad soon... seriously i don’t wanna take buisness like he asked me too... and hmm.. love you guys for being my friend and all well yeah that’s all... i'm getting all emotional....



| caught in rapture @ 1:34 AM|

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Friday, January 27, 2006

-[i know where i should go]-

haloha... well... today was totally weird, coz i was silent all the way at skool, keep on jumping from one clan to another, getting lost and feeling very2 low... during the celebration, i pissed my friend off, the same friend that i pissed everytime...

got home buy some pancake put butter coz i think that chocolate is too fattening. went home and do art... boring but then yeah sumthing just strike me... out of no where i know what i want to do... fashion design... well i know dad won't approve at first that it won't support me financial and it's not a stable job but i wanted too...

talk to kak naj about this and she asked me to got for it, well kak naj has been like my own sis, since my sis always busy but yeah talk to my sis just now too and she say she's gonna talk to dad... so sorry dad, i won't do buisness just because u asked me too... coz at the end ofthe day, it's all about me.. and thanks sis for like being there this once...

well other than that, i read huda's blog, lol, got sumthing about me and hmm XXXXboyfriend... so yeah gonna go investigate, and hmm huda know's atiqah, as in my ex skool student as in the Uztaz nye anak... kewl huh, wad a small world

talk to dian just now, was fun she still owe me a cookie, hmm miracina gonna get me 'taller in more ways' but i doubt i'm getting it. hahah

anyways guys, cheers, if you wanna know wad so funny but hot about huda, read her blog lol..

p/s:sakina you will find the right present for sang lah for valentine, just chill k... lol hahah and my tag board is ok, your comp needs upgrades!

till den,
CHEERS!!!


| caught in rapture @ 11:25 PM|

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

-[rebellious me]-

i really hate math just now... was so freaking fustrated with my teacher. this is what happen actually, i had math mentor yesterday but did not turn up as i was to tired. she my teacher, somehow holds a grudge and took it on my during math just now. i really² need to go and pee and shewouldn'tt let me go... it's like she letother'ss go but me... i was so freaking urgent that i just got up and walk straight to the toilet... and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... wad a relief just at the nick of time... hahah

well yeahdon'tt really have much to tell these day coz nothing exciting happen...


| caught in rapture @ 8:23 PM|

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Monday, January 23, 2006

-[scribbles]-

those are some of the few stuff you could find in that movie. it just lifts your spirit and make you feel all better inside. "a walk to remember" is one of the movie in which you could never get bored off.

| caught in rapture @ 6:42 PM|

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

-[photograph]-

was so bored studying and was so bored doing my artsy stuff. i went trashing my room to find my photo album which when i finally found it was so freaking dusty. went to look at some photograph that i took last year during our vacations with our family friends. well yeah everyone seems to be happy den... all smiling and all. but yeah who would have know it was just a moment thingy.

after a while looking and smiling to myself like some madman i decided to flip and lok at those of that i took during the YESCOM. shai, karno, ayuni, khai, dian, niakiah and me... yeas the first group photo we ever take together but yeah azyy wasent in it...

who would have tot that everyting and everyone would just drifted apart. hmm all those words that we'll be freinds forever, a justa bunch of shit.

so yeah, was looking at this picture of me with thiss guy, so carefree so innocent but yeah... move on to a different path, btw your the best guy friend i ever had... too bad i dunt have a scanner to scan this...

gawd ther eis to many pic and it would take ages to finish... but nvm... have to get laid... skool starting in a few hours...

| caught in rapture @ 8:52 PM|

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-[the first but not the last]-

thing that's has been bothering me...

seems ppl are moving on quite easy these day, I'm still wondering why i'm still hanging on when it's time to let go. anyways, ppl make new friends and leave their old mates behind so not unusual. but yeah it's really getting on me, just couldn't take it...

so yeah got into a small fight with mom today, weird coz i also got into fights with dad. we were suppose to go for a family breakfast so my mom wake me up even after i told her i didn't wanna go. i have so much freaking homework and artsy stuff to do, yet till now i haven touch any of those work that i'm suppose to do. so i practically just got up from bed took my bath and get ready. but yeah when my dad was like in the living room couch all ready, i told him i don't wanna go and he's perfectly fine with it... so i didn't go... did my mly homework, actually i just stare at it coz yeah i really² don't understand one freaking shit of it... and yeah it was malay?howo could i...

took a nap and my cuzzie wake me up, play some game on my all dusty xbox, idon'tt really play it much. dad insist on buying one... wonder why... and yeah and after a while i decided to make this blog... it was fun i guess... got someinspirationn from fadli's blog, exactly the same skin. technically i just copied paste everything... hope you are fine with it tho...

to huda: thanks muh lady for being there when you are not there... hmm... thanks for the concern and stuff... was really touch by wad was written at your blog. and yeah wad else... practice wad you preach, try talking to your mom about the stuff that has been going through your head.

to mizah: thanks again for listening all my crap over and over again... i donno wad i will do without you gurl. you are my saviour my lifeline... hhahaa so freaking mushy... but wad the heck.

chat to an old freind of mine, really miss him, art calss isnit the same without him around. haiz... marc why do you have to migrate... anyways hope you are doing fine and it was nice chatting to you... till next time man.. peace out...

i miss victoria's secret yesterday cause i had some function to attend to.. which i almost fall asleep... was really boring no one i knew was there. and talk to my dad's father sibling's son's wife... was yeah funny... coz it seems like we know each other.

well slept late yesterday, but lucky me a guy from my msn just pop by for a chat... yeah it wasen't a clean chat but wtf, it's late at night, but yeah i got a freind to help me to answer some of his question and stuff... thanks hana...

yeah i think that is about it... and yeah till next time...

| caught in rapture @ 6:42 PM|

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