Wednesday, February 22, 2006
--[thoughts: life and it's enviroment]--
Firstly, sorry guys if I haven update my blog for such a long time… I can see that ppl can’t wait for me to write my blog. Well I have loads to write so just bear with me for a bout hmm a few minutes I think…
Firstly I wanna share about wad I’m actually feeling over these past few days… welll to start it off, someone called me arrogant and egoistic… I can’t find the problem in me as I am still the same. The problem lies with her… I can’t accept al this words been thrown at me for no specific reason, wad the hell is wrong with that shit anyways… enough about her…
Well hmm secondly, ayu is like trying to keep contact with me… and I guess being the guy I am, well I would prolly accept her apology…
Then there’s mai, who keep on making me smile hahhaa… lol my dear old friend… hmm she’s out of sec skool but I am still stuck in it….
Marina’s been great, kinda like very attached to her now, haha her bestfriend got jealous and confronted me… well not my problem anyways, she’s too emotional, and I just don’t get along well with emotional ppl as I am a very sarcastic person when it comes to joke… right about marina… well nothing much about her…
Ksh keep on saying that she misses me… hahah miss ya too dudett… hahah hope u gert into the skool ya wanted…
Well hmm about that marina bestfriend thing, I just wanna like ignore her for a while, can’t really stand her annoying face… if you are reading this I’m just stating the fact…
And hm welll yeah I finally got control over some class admin stuff… was kinda proud of myself… got the t-shirt design ready was sooo hot… talking about hotness I chat with this hott guy for like 2 hours lol not really he’s my childhood friend hahah lol…hahha his pimples are all gone… wow… hahaha…
Hmm TODAY WAS LIZZIE’s BIRTHDAY… it was cold cold cold… coz we were eating ice cream cake…. Haha pink and white deco… just the way she likes it… hahah well she’s 17 already hahah older than us all… anyways hmm yeah wish that all your wishes come true….
Been talking to my lame nafa tour guide lately, well she’s not lame her name is shahirrah I think that is how it is spelt… she make sme have doubts about taking fashion design… theater seems to be fun in a way…. Totally hot… hahha… and hmm well if I don’t make it to nafa I prolly would go to aus to study eng lit and become a teacher… that’s my plan b… kinda boring… hahah being a lame ass teacher…
Hmm other than dat I am so sad that I couldn’t do any of my math test :’( feel like crying, but I wont give up any time soon… coz I wanna make it through my sec 5… like mdm hannifah said “sec 5 is the biggest hurdle in life, once you pass it, it would be easy” so yeah gotta make it though… hmm with lady luck on my side I can’t fail this time…
Ouh yeah hmm huda been thinking about me… hmmm we are drifting apart in a way… well hmm me tryiong to keep it strong but it take two hands to clap…
Well guys i think that is all the summaries of whatever day that I did not blog… hahah btw my art is hot! I’m so totally in love with it.. hahaha… :P
Btw there will be a surprise for my next post hahaha…. It’s gonna be hot!!!
CheeRs
| caught in rapture @ 7:52 PM|
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Friday, February 10, 2006
-nanyang academy of fine arts-
it's friday and hmm i've been wanting to go to nafa, been planning it for months. me shasha, marina, shara and azri was the 4 main person to go with me that day. shasha got sick, marina and shara bastard me and hmm azri bastard me coz of some reason which i am unable to mention. and yeah finally azri, sarah, olsen and me make our way to nafa...
i was the last to arrived at the meeting point. we arrived at arounf 3+, got on the tour...
our first tour guide was farhan a first year taking manufacturing shit... and he was totally boring coz hmm... can't reallly joke with, but overall he was ok, coz he really describe and explain in details.. so 2 cheers for him, yes only 2 cheers...
i was so amaze at their very modernize machinery, so high tech, i din't know that there was so many sewing machine... until i went to nafa... werid huh...
well finished up the tour by looking at some past years work and design... was amazing... totally speechless... leaving the fashion design campus with a bigger smile than i had before...
next was up to the performing arts campus. there we got gloria as our guidie... she took the picture for us, tho the moment with her only lasted a few minutes... it was fun hahah
taken by gloria
gloria pass over her duty to shirah... she's amazing and have a really kewl specs that only cost $60... really nice, nicer than mind. well it's all about the places, u must know how to get good stuff at affordable price.
we toured the place and hmm ended up atthis like dance room where all of us including the guidie shahira just laugh our ass off making lame joke and stuff... well hmm olsen show us some dance move which was so totally awesome, here's the pic...
and hmm well we technically got jealous and decided to show some dance pose. shahirah took this for us...
thanks shahirah for the marvellous photo... wee now ladies and gentlemen move your lazy eyes to the left hand side of the picture, don't i and sarah look nice, we are like dancing... hahah
and we move around see some life plays and see some life performing indonesian music thingy... wow... if there is hmm the best guide award, shahira would definately win it... well she's a first years student and hmm in performing arts but i forgot which sector...
well move here and there and hmm sad to say but we have to leave... the campus... it was such a sad thing... but hey we got a picture to remember by and shahira is in it too... take a look!!
thanks shahirah for everything!! really appreciate it and take for answering all my ]crappy question...
and those are sarah's new theatral friend
by now all of our stomach are hungry and making funny noises, could join the band, haha, grab some food at the nearby coffee shop, the guys...
yes guys i eat food at coffee shop too, i'm not all that high maintenance...
yup we are heading to play pool!!!
went to play pool, and hmm yeah was fun tho i didn't play coz i had a bad experience... look at olsen giveing it a go!! awesome!
aren't they just the cutesting things?? [ugly but adorable. haha]
after that we went to bugis junction, walk around window shopping, nothing really captures me. went for desert at MC... get some ice cream and fries... hmmm yummy...
just look at sarah/s face eating the chocolate sundae
and we went to this new place in bugis, and hmm we went to this shop, and kinda chat with the owner... well hmm was fun, and his stuff was amazing but expensive, and hmm well not really that expensive but expensive... well get me??
and then we went to this other shop and kinda chat away too they sell customize stuff and we could actually bring our stuff for them to customize... but the charges are kinda expensive... but well, gotta pay more for sumthing more..
and hmm we were kinda bored in the end and finally olsen and me kinda dared sarah to run pass the fountain that shoot up water... and hmm den sarah said we al should do it and azri back out... and me and sarah and olsen ran pass it... ppl are watching but well who cares... it was fun that is all that matters... weee hahaha fun fun fun!!!
taken after we ran pass the fountain... hmm... look at my hand... wad an ugly pose... hahah
well we went home after that... sitting at the train...
above are some photo taken at the train...
olsen is looking at the sign board, he didn't actually look at it, but i thought this was nice... yes we are at woodlands... how fast time pass... hahah so hmm well going to lasalle this sunday... and hmm this was the post for friday but i took a long time to write it all out... we... watch out for my next pose on lasalle...
| caught in rapture @ 11:51 PM|
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
-disturbing videos...-
welcome to my new, hmm hobbie... hahah getting weird, disgustinf, semi-erotic videos on the net and putting in my blog.... all videos are rated NC16, no nudity will be available, so sorry mate... haha coz i'ma clean guy...
well this is from a game show, how exciting... but in a way, weird... but hot! don't get me wrong hahaha... just look at them kissing hahaha, h-how pasionate! hahaha
p.s: ksh, i got you wad you think is hot... have fun watching...
this is wad the kids our age are doing to get rid of their sexual desires... haha... well ksh i think you would like this too...
for you people who dosen't know who is billy, he's the lead singer of greenday... well ksh that will spice things up... hahha
well people thats the end of my disturbing video... be sure the check every first week and last week or maybe everyweek of the month for more disturbing videos... you will surely like it... haha i know i do... hahah...
| caught in rapture @ 7:26 PM|
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-troubled!-
looking at the faces smiling at me as i walk down the hall, just keep me thinking weather they really meant it or are there just smiling just for the sake of it? was in sincere or was it a fake...
listening to people say, fizzy! you are the best friend that i could ever asked for, saying the love the way i am, only to find out they don't really meant wad they say... people taking to me like they know me for years and years and judging me without even censoring their cruel harsh words, talking as if we talked before, making joke as if they really wanted me to laugh, only to found out that i was in their way with their friends...
knowing people and giving them a labels of sis and bro only to find out that they don't really meant it, just saying that just for the fun of it... having to know people with split persona, acting differently with their friends and talking behind my back... tolerating people who just don't get the message of not to disturb me coz i'm sick of their disguise and dirty lies, their fake smile, evil laugh, cruel intention, and morose heart... morbidity is the path that i choose... and forever it will remains... a broken past i slide the blade across my arm causing myself pain and harm i think the pain makes it all go away but that not how it works, at least not today i wonder why i did all this what makes me feel this way i look down at my arm at the blood dripping down i began to cry and started to wonder why why doesn’t anyone care? why isn't anyone there? all my life i've been this way all my life i wanted to die all alone i will fall with no one to catch me, no one, no one at all...
by the way guys, this is just the poem... nothing more and nothing less, just an art, a literature... a way of expresing oneself, in a akward but artictic ways...
| caught in rapture @ 6:14 PM|
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Monday, February 06, 2006
-quiz that i took about...-
| You Are a Glazed Donut |
 Okay, you know that you're plain - and you're cool with that.You prefer not to let anything distract from your sweetness.Your appeal is understated yet universal. Everyone dig you.And in a pinch, you'll probably get eaten. |
wow, i'm a plain donut, how wonderful, it just make me look so plain and hmm normal, with nothing to WOW about... right... sighhhhhh...
| Arty Kid |
 Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique.
You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented! |
how ironic, hahah i'm so arty farty!
| You Are 68% Abnormal |
You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
sheesh.... it say it all, i've got no soul... idiot... sheesh... wtf... starting to believe these results...
| What Your Underwear Says About You |
You're a total rebel who doesn't conform to any rules. P.S. - It's a jungle down there!
You're not afraid to lay around resting your hand in your pants. |
it's so funny... so gurls watch out... wahahaha...
| What Your Face Says |
At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.
Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody. |
mysterious at love wow, haha how dashing hahaha, hahaha
| You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
gosh... wow... hahah
so sum it all up, i'm weird and a psychopath with a mysterious love life of sum sort and i'm so totally shameless till that i'm ain't afraid to up my hand in muy pants... wow, how encouraging... sheesh at risk at being an anti-climax, hahah azyy right about that tho... hahaha well yeah...
i've finally update my blog, to bad it's nothing personal or anything, just in a confuse stae ar, can't sort the words in my head, having someone elses mind inside of me, weird, well i know i am and after the test i'm certainly sure about that.
| caught in rapture @ 4:29 PM|
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