Sunday, April 30, 2006

--[ declaration of independence ]--

april 25th, 2006. the day that i declare my state of indepence.

i open up my eyes and see the world from a different point of view.
things happen for a reason in this world.
what goes around comes around.
it dosen't matter how u get there as long as you are there.
if your friend wanna leave don't make them stay.
you don't have to be notice all the time...

as much as i tried to understand life, i can never be explain. there is a point in life where you just wanna quit, drop dead and die. leaving this world, a so called happy place.

messing things up is part of the deal, he screams she shouts. words just fade. nothing ever stays the same. so move on, get a map, find a map, follow the map, get to a new place... move on.

ppl for the farking last time, am know i'm a bad person who keep on messing this up. you are just the lucky few to see my flaw.

i'm in a super confuse state and i dunt need anyone to make it worst. all i need now is some time on my own to think, reflect and find ways that i could kill myself that dosen't hurt. just kidding.

i don't have to hide no more. i know loads of ppl hate me. well i hate you guys too. but i dont go around bitching all the way. well maybe i'll bitch at times only if u really pissed me off.

even angels fall. even angels fall. even angels fall...

all i had to do now is going about my life the way i wanted to live.
you only leave once, so lived it risked it, like there's no tomorrow...


| caught in rapture @ 12:54 AM|

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