Sunday, April 30, 2006
--[ dude... where's my... ]--
went to my eldest uncle daughter engagement...
it has been, 10 years or even more since i last saw them. the atmosphere at their house was weird. been a long time since i step into that place. you are suppose to feel joy and comfort. all that was in me was anger and frustration. one of my uncle daughter didn't even greet my mom and dad or my uncle and aunties... and, the smile on their face seems like nothing ever happen.
so yeah hmm... other that tha i'm ok...
just chilling away and keeping it cool and getting wasted half my time... dude... mid exam is on... but i'm not evne on the study track... i'm totally wasted,
dude!!! [well u know who you are] i finally understood that thing that you told me. i quote "it's ok to be afraid" thanks dude!
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had a long chat with huda yesterday... well was fun, didnt really chat but yeah it was fun... hmm... yeah... been almost 2 freaking years... but huda, like my friend said, 'it's ok to be afraid' and yeah i'm scared... i'm terrified... and it's getting hot in here...
don't put me off, cause i'm on fire,
i can't quench my desire
don't u know i'm buring up for your love
you're not convinced that that is not enough...
| caught in rapture @ 11:41 PM|
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