Wednesday, April 19, 2006

--[ me in the middle ]--

got into a confrontation just now... and from the moment it started, i feel so bad...
technically, i know my sarcastic words is a pain in the arse... everone has a story... just that, i unt really wanna share... i have and always been the cause of every problem that has been happening all this years...

i just a bad ass boy trying to be good... i was born to be a natural bad ass... i was once when i was in pri school... but... being influence by ppl, i tried to change... i did, but never for long...

i dont care if the worlds hates me or anything... i dont care... i could just pack my bag and leave anytime i wanted too...

it is one of those moment that i wish i could just drop dead and die...

silence is all that i have to give...

"smiling everyday with a broken heart
nobody knows
my story not told

smiling everyday with a broken smile
nobody really knows

i'm struggling inside..."

about the farking fashion thing... i just to caught up with it...
wonder wad is wrong with me... am i like having another mental breakdown?
i'm not even sure if i can do muh maths test tomorrow...
i'm not sure of anything now...

i can't pretend things never happen... i can pretend that everything is alright...
my life has never been sunshine and rainbows...

i'm just thinking to much... wads is wrong with me...
i am a heartless bastard ppl say i am?
i'm just a mean machine... with no emotions...

and for the last time!!! I DONT GOT EVERYTHING I WANTED!!!
that is just one thing i cant accept... when ppl tell me that i got everting...

leave... lost...


| caught in rapture @ 11:04 PM|

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