Saturday, June 24, 2006

--[ too late, it just too late ]--

i haven been online for days now,
logmin to friendster, saw a friend request, 'lil ron',
watever, who does our etchnic ppl always disguise themselve to be someone else?
why can't they just accept who they are?

thats not the main thing,
i got a handful of testimonials,
and yeah, one of them really caught my eyes,

i quote
"heY theR!!iTs been a L0ng time sincE we hang 0ut..hmm..acTuaLi haFiz iS a GUd fWen..S0metimEs hE maY b ruDe..bUt hEy n0 0ne is perfect..he is fuNi wiT s0me 0f his lame j0kes..

he is als0 a gud designer..reaLi..seen his drawin..can saY he is a perfectioniST..

eRmm..hangIn 0ut wit him is fUn when theR is n0 0theR Bitches wh0 is ar0und..cuz i n0e him..he n0es me..anD s0metimes pEEpz t0ut tat we R a c0uple..haha..he's swEEt..stiLL remember Tat he made a supRise bdae parTy fer me..anD spend mY bdae wiT me whEn tings doesNt g0 as planned..

s0metimes i w0nder why ther's s0o manY baRRiers iN 0ur friendshiP..bUt n0 matter wat i sTiLL Like him tHe waY he is..i reaLise tat i Sh0uld't b0ther b0ut th0se little things tat aFFect 0ur friendship...0f cuz theR's high n l0w in Life..aNd we've been thRu tat..

HaHa..we wiLL stiLL b fwen cuZ 0nly death d0 us PART!!

peACE,

f0rget mE n0t('',)"

Well, maybe those of you would know who is this from,

to that person here is your answers.

well, our friendship is build on one on one communications, meaning
thig would be ok and turn out great.

you wonder why there is so many barriers? truth is,
i'm a man of many secrets, and sometimes in order for me to keep it save,
i have to lie.
these are secrest of which can't be told to anyone, and,
i can hardly remember anything i've said, cause, '
who ever remember wad they said,
last week or months before or even just a while ago.
things i remember are the moments,

like the time we get u the watch,
like the time, we talk at the void opposite of 888
the time when we ate Bk at ur house
the times when u laugh
the teacher,
perfume contest,

these are things that i remembers,
u know, me and you, we are totally different,
i'm opposite of you, and after a long gone
without you, mirically,
i've move on.

things that u said, that night,
are the moments, freshly in my head,
and if u wantthe date, i have it,

i could bring on a come back by telling u all ur flaws,
but, what does it worth? it's all about tolorence.
i was silent for so long cause,
i have so much thhings to said,
i just can't said it.

and yesh, i hope that idiot is finally happy cause he finally got u to himself.

this was a turning point of my life,i was waiting for a reassurance,
but i never did get it.

it amaze me how fast u move on,
crushed- seeing u going to school with some other guy
fact is, i got sick and tired of waiting for u all day,
but i just keep quiet, those are the lil things
that u should tolarate.

i thought when i read that testi, i could find tghe warmth and comfort that i use to feel,
but nope, i didn't feel anything - numbness

well, those words u said,
i quote
"we can still be friends, but not as close"
i live it up.

we are still friends but no longer the same,
'till death do us part'




| caught in rapture @ 7:02 PM|

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