Tuesday, July 18, 2006

--[the colours of the rainbows]--

it is so clear to me now,
the colours of the rainbows ain't 7 magnificient colours in my life.
it all dull. grey. black.

the sun have finally set,
the night without the stars,
not a single moonlight.

i'm clearly breaking down
i'm falling apart
after keeping it kewl for months
i finally breakdown
i could just shead a tear scream or shout
anytime of day

1st
it all have to do with friends
all of a sudden i'm getting along with everyone!
peole who i trusted keeps things away from me,
while people who i despise are my friends

i wonder who am i nowadays,
i wonder who they are?
i wondering wad i suppose to do with my life...
i doubting every single second

2nd
yeah, the four farking letters
it is just so confusing
finally my songs make sense to me
i'm so confuse

i have no idea what i'm doing,
shasha was right,
i am shallow in a way
i have no idea

3rd
my fashion thing
it is so obvious that i'm falling apart
i feel like quiting every second of the day
buti have to keep it strong
i'm the only guy in the group
i'm the only person that motivates others

i'm in charge
ranjeet expects terrific work from me

i can't keep on motivating u guy
i need some motivation too
we are a team,
but i feel like i'm just a guy who help
but never got helped

lastly
all i've wanted i found somewhere else
do you really know me at all?
won't u take time off
to catch me when i fall?

i don't know what is happening to me
am i everything to you?

are ever gonna be
that real to me?

i won't want to repeat history.

sweet words are easy to find,
seeing you once again was dreadful
washing me in with
all the emotions
which was suppose to
be wash and gone.

what si you point in coming back after all this farking years?

and so this is my answer i say tonight,
this isn't anger
or a hope for a second chance
i just want you to step out of my door
and leave
never turing back

cause if we really meant to be,
we are ment to be

where i go?
i miss me so
sometimes its been forever
since i've been gone
where i go?
i miss me so
sometimes its been forever
since i've been gone
i wanna come back home

-end-

i'm running my own show,
it's all about me
in the end everything does matters
cause if it dosen't
i would prolly end my life now


| caught in rapture @ 12:01 AM|

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