Monday, July 31, 2006

--[thotz...]--

went out on friday, it was great,
having an awesome time even though we didn't do much.
i will not elaborate on what happen.

life been really stressful atthis very moment.
i realise that i'm a failure.
i'm gonna fail my physic test tomorrow.
then i'm gonna fail my math.
then i'm gonna fail my o's.

before thsi all,
i already fail as the head designer which
actually honestly, really meant a lot to me.
but as usually, i won't have everything that i want.

even tho all you farking ppl say i have everything,
FYI i dont!

i'm so ttly lost nowadays,
i blew up easily,
i'm a walking bomb.

i called my goodfriend sisters a,
psychotic bitch.

i'm faking a smile again,
well, my life is in a real mass now.

at this very moment all i really want to do is to,
jump into the ocean and just drown myself as much as i can.
well, maybe the pool will be fine.
just jump in and stay beneath screaming,
shouting,
cursing and
hoping some miracle happen when i submerge.
can it happen???

life is so complicated,
just as when u think u got the hang of it,
u realise u dont.


| caught in rapture @ 11:22 PM|

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