Sunday, August 06, 2006

--[hmmm...]--

"If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could see what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

It won't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If it ain't comin' out we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah..."

dedicated to a friend.

anyways, hmm i going to SKINS! theater production.
Got free ticket, who wouldn't wanna go.

i saw that guy,
Hilmy's his name.
hmm, nth change much.
stilll the same ignorance treatment given.
he's not to blame,
if i could turn back time i wish that
i would have nevr made him.
life made easier.

anyways, hmm went ot desaru the other day,
only take 2 pics with dayah,
afraid of her mum and dad.
scary.
and sorry ya'll dayah's sib for not talking.
it was fun i guess.

me and dayah dont really talk much.

i took really nice photo's there.. hmm yeah,
but i dont really feel like showing.
i'm gathering pictures foir my gallery that is going to be in 3 years time,
hopefully.

have so much plan in life.
i wonder if any of it will come through.
let give that all to god to handle.

yesh, i still remember god for all u sick ppl info.
so many sins done and still keep on coming, piling up,
hmm finding a way to stop a certain sin but i guess i can't.
it feels good in a way.
well time wil tell.

hey hm yeah to all u sick ppl that say thati'm a loser and wont suceed in life,
to hell with yall.

and yeah for thet specail HIM!
wad i've thoght of you was right, u like any other guy
heartless
emotions less
moneyless..
btw i want my pants back, and my sweatshirt and hmm ny sling...

i'll be waiting..

and yeah it ends here...


| caught in rapture @ 11:32 PM|

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