Tuesday, September 12, 2006

--[ dedicated to hurt & everlasting love ]--

Heres a lil something...
dedicated to one one which is there physically,
but not emotionally and mentally.

The Veronicas
When It All Falls Apart



I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, i shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cuz baby
Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cuz baby
Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Gotta pick myself up
Cuz things are mended

take note of the bold.
anyways friend, was a friend of mine once.
but i realise somthing and i've been procastinating it for so long.
i thought that you are the one and only friend that i really need in my life.
but i was wrong.
you weren't there when i was down most of the time.
you didn't notice my change, my mood swings.
all you are about is you idiotic MOFO life and how you think everything revolves around you.
you can't get everything you want.
you have to earn some of it.
basically i can't stand your superficialness.
i can't stand the way you talk to me as if i can't learn something new.
the way you said indirectly that i wasen't that smart.
the way you just forgot about things that matters to me.
having no faith in me and what i do.
the way you never try to look for me anymore; i'm invinsible.
how you react when you are with your friends and i'm there.
you are the kind which puts a barrier around yourself and projecting an image.
i've been holding on for so long and finally i'm ready to let go.
let go of you.
letting the feeling go that you are the friend that really matter to me.
cause the things that you are suppose to notice u didn't.

f.y.i. i did finish my batik ihn that one weeka nd i looks MARVELLOUS.
thanks for not believeing in me that i could make it.
and btw i did it for me not for you.

-End

in other news, i'm so sorry about wad happen just now.
and i'm so sorry that you guys are affected.
and hmm yeah all i need is time and i'm too dependant with you guys.

btw thanks for all those ppl who i didn't expect to believe in me in doing my batik and thanks for all your luck that you've given me for my prelims.
i really appreciate it.
sincerely.

aizah thanks for 'layan-ing' me till 4 am the other day.
and yeah i promise you to my favourite pie.
and huda tahnks for the advice just now. it just seems that i'm gicving you lil credit that you should actually get.
dayah just concentrate on your prelims.
fiza i wasn't angry about that 'ching ching' experimental.
lizzie sorry about just now.
liyana so sorry that i ditn know coz i was to self-concern.
ron thanks for being mentally with all your msges, really appreciate it.
btw ppl just in case u didnt know i've change my number 96732464.

lucks guys in wad ever you are doing.
i'm gonna be a great designer one day and i know.
no matter wqad you take from me u can't take away my dignity.


| caught in rapture @ 11:17 PM|

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