Friday, September 29, 2006

--[friend or foe]--

have u ever heard of teh term
'keep your friends close, keep your enemy closer'
i'm having trouble here...
i keeps me thinking weather certain ppl in my life are just there,
for that reason...
i have this guy friend, we werent in good term before
but we are now... so...
friend or foe?

and then there is ary,
another guy friend of mine...
stop toking, stop sms-ing,
he was one a great deal in my life...
but ever since i stop giving him gals number,
it just stop...
freiend or foe?

and then thereis this gal, i'm sure u guys know her...
the one who didnt believe in me.
she WAS my bestfriend [another hint]
well, i was always there for her,
but was she always there for me...
nope, never,
weren't there during my competition,
weren't there during my sis got engage,
weren't there wheni was down,
she did one thign tho, make me crash to teh ground,
when i was falling already.
friend or foe?

friend or foe,
friend or foe,
friend or foe,

still, no one can replace teh oen thst is gone,
influencial plays a part in friendship...

everytime during this month, everything i went by 888
i will always remember him,
who you might say,
Hishyam... a ONCE true friend,
we are technically teh same, hahah
yeah,
things cahnge, he went it went out,
and yeah,
everythime wheni say him, there
was
never,
never,
a smile, he'll just look away..
but i wonder what goes on in his mind...
but yesh he is still my friend deep within.

i am constantlt thinking of what goes on in ppls mind,
are there just there for the sake of being there?
are they sincere...

well, i use to have another guy friend,
he was sincere,
sincerely with open hand to dry me out.
he was teh only freind that i splug alot on.
it was crazy i know,
it was a case of
desperateness...
friend or foe?

then ther is this gurl,
she was always at the background,
always silent,
has a friend with the same name [hint]
she was someone who was always there
but was i ever there for her?
i just neglect all her sincerity.
she was tehre to listen to my crap,
she was tehre wheni was down,
she was tehre most of the time, just that i never really appreciate it.
and she is still there..
friend or foe?

ppl say that this guy,
was just there for teh sake of being there,
ppl dunt like him,
but iwas there,
sincerely but got influence by every one around,
but yeah once i gotten ti straight,
i was there...
was tehre when he cried,
was tehre to listen,
was there i think,
and he was tehre to listen
to give general advice..
friend or foe?

i was close to her when iw as in sec 2,
right behind me.
i could talk non stop to her,
she made me laugh,
i was in the top ten,
same postiton as her,
was tehr to listen,
was tehre to scold me...
was a mum to me,
a younger hotter mum...
did i ever listen or apprecite??
no.
and still she si there for me.
friend of foe?

and yesh, my high school,
dreadheart,
how can i forget you,
she broke me,
cheated me,
made me cry,
make me hopeless,
but she was a good friend she was always there for me..
no matter how much i hate her
she was tehre..
she was tehre when no one is around.
she notice the difference,
even tho we dunt talk as much,
the warmth is still there...
friend or foe?

yet i'm rambling another post, yest this happens again..
hmm i thinki shoudl amke ymm blog more intresting,
mayeb with a lil striptese to have a peak that,
i'm still entertaining...
btw that was a figured speech... hahah


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