Saturday, December 23, 2006
--[it hurts]--
firstly, i want u guys to read the tag that Nurul text.
22 december
btw lizzie,
that was so predicatable of you...
asking me to actually go somewhat say...
but instead u just play with teh words i'm saying...
-end
i dono wad is going on with my life now...
i didnt choose the life i get,
but i choose to choose this life i'm having...
i'm embracing it with all my heart...
i dunt mind u all leaving..
neal
beautifull
ain
hadi
lizzie
just to name a few on my top 5 chart hits!
screw me blame me...
burn me alive...
i wont stop...
i wont quit...
i'm standing where i'm standing...
i'm staying...
i know i hurt loads of ppl becoz of fashion thing..
but it is my future we are talking here...
evryone of u shit knows that i'm no smart ass...
i flung, i fail, i stretch, i fall...
i screw it all...
i make, it break i tried...
it slide...
and my fashion fest was a huge portfolio for me...
it a sub for my o levels...
look at where we are now...
i rather not have friends...
just to get things done...
everyone keep on asking for a day...
a day for lizzie..
a day for neal...
a day for hmm james...
a day for naqiah...
a day for everyone...
is not a day..
it will cost me my reputation..
things change... but ppl stay the same...
they only think they chnage becoz they are doing this differently..
truth is they get more mature, they get resposibility...
and dosent me i get wad i want i'm happy..
coz this is not wad i want..
and if i were to quit becoz i wanted friends,
i'll be the most shittiest ppl around...
to get whre i wanna be,
i gtg sacrifies some stuff... friends for example...
i gtg preseverre...
i gtg soar not fly...
i gtg make wings for me to fly...
coz you only had one life to live...
and if u screw it all but not doing wad u wanna do,
u might as well just die...
i donno wad i'm toking about...
i guess that i'm just pissed i guess...
i'm wondering how much longer i have to go through this...
i guessi chould coz certain ppl will always be there...
shahirah
zai
syam
serena
james
just to name a few,...
| caught in rapture @ 4:01 AM|
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