Friday, June 16, 2006
--[ just emotions ]--
i was browsing the web, when i saw one of my pieces.
Friends Forever.
it was a lie.
den i saw a smile. 2 names. mine wasen't in it.
it was devastating.
even tho i hate to admit. I miss them, LOADS!
if i could have one wish, i wish i wouldn't have met them all. My heart won't be broken by the greatest ppl in the world.
was it my fault it all happen? or was it becasue of shitty ppls mouth?
was it beacause of pride? jealousy? envy?
Everyone wants something that they can't have. Something that they want the otheres treasure.
FRIENDSHIP!
was i just a mistake to make her realise the truth?
was i justg a lab rat for them to play with?
words hurt? Ommision is betrayal.
~*~*~*~
am i cheating on her?
I'm not even attach.
this bog no longer hold everything that i want to say.
my though, feeling, guilt... it aint easy anymore.
i'm in between. i have a choice to make.
i'm in love with her.
others are hinting. waiting. looking from afar.
i donno what i want to do.
love should be illicit.
~*~*~*~
A different concept of approach.
everthing has change.
everthing mean nothing.
if i'm not myself
a wise girl once said.
Love started with a kiss and ends with a tear.
well yeah,
i'm waiting for sometime, but it never did came.
still waiting, time is ticking.
still waiting,
nothing came.
places to go, people to meet. I'll survive,
even if i don't got u.
no point in grieving, no point in missing
ppl who dunt even care,
when you are standing thre. right in front of them.
shadowed Blend. Unknown. UnNotice. CEase To ExiST.
| caught in rapture @ 1:22 AM|
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